Lost in a Opal Fog

I am alone in a fog. This liquid opal substance spins me

The scene turns upside down but stays green

Trying to run away from the heat that been thrown at me

the heat climbs up my leg

And travels to my melted brain

Sit down, can't

Stand up, can't

All I have time for

All I have the strength for

is to lie flat on my back

my mind is in a haze

war is some kind of new craze

this city is a maze (not your fault)

the glutton of this tomb keeps my hands still

you say don't write, i hear don't think

I have been imprisoned for a complex organizing matter

when the person who created it

is non existing and an absent hatter

punished for the days to come

prayed that I would dare to remember

lions are birds

the wind makes me colder

orange is supposed to make me hungrier

when all it does is represent anti-torture

quick drop two steps

NaNoWriMo is around the corner

My grandma has cancer

Right now I pity my mother

Let me out of this bleary fog

I wish time didn't matter

Who the fuck is Edward?

Alone, oh so lonely

Can't get up and now I'm falling

Wishing I had a brave gangster

Since that what knights are

Sex is betraying me

A sin to think

A sin to say

Condoms on every wall

It's inavoidable

That's what teenagers think of now

I'm lost and I'm trapped

The bars echo within my head

I try to leap but only hop instead

I have to worry about STD's, GT's, DD's, prom and HIV

I have to stress about my grades

But learn to manage anxiety

I can't afford to care or disagree

I want to be a kid and sit in a tree

Wonder about the future

Parents tell their kids not to grow up t fast, yet they say hurry hurry

We must strive to be the best,

Pass the test

Smile when we detest

Learn to hope, be taught not to mope

Deal with insane people

Shut up and not to think

Worry about our healthcare

Worry about war

Can you see why I'm in this fog?

I need to escape it all

I need to work too and obey

Money is the only thing

That's why I died today.